Anxious

As I said in my last post Zach and I are pretty anxious to get our family going and right now I am feeling like it is never going to happen. I know it will one day I just don't want to wait anymore. I guess that I am just so confused on the whole thing as well, I mean everyone is so different that is what the nurse's keep telling me so there is no way to tell what is normal but I think that I have a pretty good sense of my body and I don't think that this is normal. I just want everything to go back to normal to the way it was before. So tomorrow I have an appointment to meet with my doctor and find out what is going on with my body. About a week after my miscarriage I went in for check up and my DR. said that everything was fine and that as soon as I had my next cycle we would be able to try again. So once I started my next cycle I was totally excited that we would be able to try and that everything was ok. Well now it has been 2 weeks and I still haven't finished that cycle...I mean SERIOUSLY!!! I am so ready for this to be over. I can't help but to think that I should have had my HcG levels tested to make sure that all of the tissue had taken care of it's self so that we would be able to start trying. Anywho...I guess I will update tomorrow with what the DR. has to tell us. We will be keeping our fingers crossed that it is nothing to serious and that everything will be ok . I know that it will be it is just the anticipation until I have that confirmation that I hate.